2009年7月26日星期日

香烟与我

说真的,我开始吸第一口烟是在form3的时候,那时感觉那种味道很苦,一口烟进一口烟出...而之后就没碰香烟了,直到form4交了第一个女朋友,就是所谓的初恋...当她离开了我,也就是我人生第一根烟把它抽完.那种感觉很难受的,晕晕的,很像跟睡醒那样...很讨厌这种感觉.但之后的中学时期只是碰下而已,也不怎么的特地去抽.直到上了学院,因为要赶assignment,而买了人生第一包烟,但真得很感谢它,没有它我真得不能完成那份assignment.但之后也是没什么去碰了,因为我知道我的前女友,就是她,是很讨厌烟味的,我也很听话的不去碰...跟她分手了后,因为没烟瘾所以没特别去抽,也一直都是很讨厌抽完后那种感觉.但近这几个星期,我开始抽得很凶,因为当我看到她与他走在一起的时候,和当我想起她的时候,那种感觉真的远远超出那种抽完烟后的感觉...很痛...很痛...只觉得只有香烟能够稍微补回那种痛...我宁愿用抽烟来破坏我的形象...来告诉你...我每抽的一根烟,代表着我对你的思念...和内疚...
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  1. Sarah Leong2009年7月28日 23:15

    u dun tink too much, as u told me, wat had happened, is a past. rmb, nt smoke too much.

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  2. Jason aka VJ Ryuutsu2009年8月10日 13:04

    well...ahem
    here's some advice from me
    and this will be a long 1

    I'd knew what actually happen, obviously i can see it
    i just wanna say 2 words

    What for?

    what r u doing this for? to think that she will come back to u?
    i know, u may be regret what u've done b4 but i dont know what it is, but i'm sure what u'r thinking right now, bcoz i'm in the same situation b4, i've encountered something like urs

    but i'm telling u, this is useless, u r only causing damage to ur own without gaining anything
    i knew it all, ever since everytime she asked u to go out for dinner 2gether

    honestly, when i saw what she did, i'll shake my head, not like shaking milkshake la, u know what, i hate those people who change their spouse, bf or gf very often, like changing dresses
    Simplify: I dont like those who people who really didn't know what is love and playing around withit

    trust me, i've encountered the same case like u, what u r doing now, hurting urself, physically or mentally, IT IS USELESS
    plug it in

    IT IS USELESS

    btw, she wont come back, and worse, even if she will, what have alrdy happen to u?
    i know, girls can spread everything inside them, boys dont, we keep inside

    this is y mostly male die faster lol

    and well, u r doing those things that make u die faster, so u'r still wanna do that? for what? for her? dieing or her?
    what for? then what happen to ur family after ur dead?
    diu...talk too far, i mean, what will happen when ur family knows that u become like this bcoz of a girl? a fucking girl?

    there r still many jibai outside, choose it whatever u want
    and well, u can go for diamond, make her to regret what she chosen
    i tried to show the plan to his current bf but he said he heard it b4 and refuse to listen

    and well, i want to tell u something i heard recently from our ipoh pace meeting

    a life of a ordinary woman
    first

    1.姐 什么都不用做
    2.妇 一个女人拿着扫把
    3.妈 一个女人 做牛做马
    4.婆 一个女人 好像泼这样 被传来传去

    know the meaning? if u dont, come and see me -_-

    and she choose this path, let her be
    u r 1 of my diamond leg, i wanted to help u to succeed, so dont disappoint me and my point of view, i wanted to invest on the right person

    think about it dude

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